It has recently actually hit me how little time i have left here…up until now I told myself i don’t have that much time, but damn..I HAVE LESS THAN A MONTH. WTF..?!? its ironic that i’ve actually come to really appreciate ann arbor for what it’s worth. I remember my freshman year i was so miserable i always had to call friend/s from back home just to keep sane. and now,...
when did life get so complicated…. i miss those days where you can do things without consequences. just live a carefree life. oh to be young and carefree again.
i dont know what i’m doing…
i think i’m just tired….
sometimes..i feel just that. forgotten about. but before i get annoyed or sad about the fact that someone or people just disregard..me. ok, so i may be sounding a bit full of myself thinking ‘why don’t people remember me’ or ‘why didnt they think to include me?!’ i’M REALLY NOT THAT SELF CENTERED YOU GUYS. its just like..i dont know. you would think in certain...
I hate the feeling where I want to talk to someone about something…I just can’t get myself to muster up the courage to actually initiate the convo or bring up the topic :T why am i so..sohimhae? haha i think thats the right word..? I dont know. It’s just really frustrating…especially if all I want to do is help the person out. solution: get over yourself and do something...
its really weird..i’ve been dreaming a lot recently. probably because i keep waking up throughout the night/morning :T its really annoying..and i dont know what to do about it…kind of worries me. eek! but yea..i usually don’t dream in the first place..which is weird. but besides that, the content of the dreams are….interesting. hahaha i have to say..sometimes it’s...
isn’t it funny how it’s so easy to criticize other people when you do the same things yourself? just thought it was interesting. something to think about, yes.
something different in the air?
for some reason..this year i feel almost… rejuvenated. I can’t explain why or how - i just do. Usually i dread going back to school. I never want to go back because i’ve grown to appreciate home so much over the past 4 years. but for some reason, i’m almost…a little excited to go back and finish up my last semester. Maybe it’s because i’ll be graduating...
why is life so damn complicated. it doesn’t help that i get stressed really easily too. sigh.
the more i live life, i am CONSTANTLY surprised at people. I just…am baffled. My mom always told me that you’ll always run into people that you won’t like, that’ll annoy you, piss you off, etc. I heard her but didn’t realize the severity and validity of this comment. Some people are just…SO ungrateful i dont get it! I know everyone has different family...
so i feel like only this has been the topic of my life lately…and i’m really sorry for always just talking about this. BUT DAMNNN growing up is freakn stressful. it’s so hard to try and plan everything and try to do it well. just so many obstacles along the way. and its more discouraging seeing how other people are just so..on top of things. or so it may seem i suppose. i bet...
i think i’m turning into a crazy bitchy psycho and can’t stop it….
i’ve realized..or come to the conclusion..that a lot of the reason why i regret things, is because i’m lazy. yes. lazy. so damn lazy —’ but i don’t know how to muster out the motivation to do something beyond what’s just expected. that’s how you succeed in life. yes, i can judge other people all i want, but i’m just like them. i just neglect to see...
ok…so i didnt even have to make my own tumblr. and…now i don’t know how to do anything. it took me a whole 7 minutes to try and figure out how to even CREATE a blog…sigh. sometimes i feel like a parent that has no idea of these days technology. omg i’m aging too quickly!! ahahah i can’t even figure out how to add people to follow HAHAH. but i do like how when...